Hi...I am a single, self sufficient lady . I am in my early forties, this is really my last chance. I love to write poetry, walk in the countryside and I am at my happiest when close to nature. I have two grown boys. One is just starting a chartered surveyor apprentice and the other is going into yr 10. I left my husband March 2009 due to him being violent and controlling. I loved having my boys but never enjoyed them as babies for I walked on egg shells. I feel I could offer a child so much love and be the parent I wasn't allowed to be in the early years...thankyou